Have you ever felt so alone, even when you’re surrounded by people… even if you’re as extroverted as you can be… even if others think that you have it together? That’s exactly what I feel. It’s really no one’s fault… it’s just… how it is. The timing, the situation. When I see others, I just smile and pretend I’m all cheerful and bubbly and happy… but I can only fake so much. I just want me back. I just want to be myself again. I’ve been preparing for this moment. I prepared so many spiels. I thought it would be easy… but in the end, I just became… vulnerable.
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